~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



Just some chi stuff ive got to do for sch. Don't laugh.

我在这次的假期里参加了Pre-Univerysity seminar, 是由Ministry of Education 举行,目的是以本地各校的一些学生集合在一起来讨论面对新加坡的巨大挑战. 今年的主题是关于至今的经济状况. 我们在国际礼公学院花了五天的时间,和别校的学生以不同的方向面对着经济问题. 我们也请来了政府的一些高级职员来分享一下政府的不同措施和回答学生门的疑问.我们每个学校也需要做一个演讲, 以不同题目来针对经济情况.

此外, 我们还有不少游戏和小组沟通的时间.我认识了不少新朋友, 了解到不同学校独特的文化.能够和这些充满精神的学生们一起讨论, 交换新的知识,简直让我大开眼界.


~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



Its been a while now. Just waking up to see the sun rise and hear the birds sing. Maybe June hols is not such a bad thing after all? I mean ya there is tons of revision/writing of study notes/mugging (are they not all the same?) to do but hey we are all in this together right? Haha I laugh at my musings. Its so funny when u kinda have no idea how to study for the coming exams and u figured a month is sooooo not enough but yet...yet still feel so calm, so...'let it come one day at a time'.

Woe to me if this is a disllusionment on my part. But hey if God's grace holds true, then may my faith stand and spirit soar. 'Lord, I belief, help my unbelief'.

In a few hours time Ill be off for Pre-u seminar. Not expecting much out of it, in fact I wanna just do my math homework there. Haha if I don't get distracted that is. Kinda missing my classmates off at WOW. Thought the whole thing about skipping WOW would not affect me so much but I guess when everyone else talks so much about it and u realised u missed so much, it rubs off. Sigh. Ok I know I shouldn't feel depressed. 'Emo' is a swear word I swear. Hmm happy thoughts!! Oh at least mum is willing to get me a new phone =D But wait, we just went out yest and found them either too expensive or too old. Means I'll have to wait a few months before the price drops. Darn.

K k maybe the bright side of things is that Ive got many new friends around now to get life going. Yap wanna get FireAC going too!!! Ahh miss the enthusiasm and excitement of being in ministry and always seeking God. OK new (not so) new year resolution: GET BACK TO MINISTRY!

Yay feeling much happier now. Hmm I wonder how 5.9 is doing over at Cambodia. CLASSMATES LET ME KNOW WHEN U COME BACK K? (oh gosh Im sounding like Nat XD)

~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



I have an enemy. His name is procrastination. Procrastination has a friend. His name is disllusionment. Together Procrastination and Disllusionment form the axis of evil, the Hitler and Muso of my life. Maybe its cause the hols are coming. More time=less stress. Ok maybe not. Cause more time=more procrastination=less time=more stress. Argh. What's going on?? Classes don't make sense like they use too. Im swimming in a sea of confusion. I know my doubts will come back to haunt me in the near future...but...but...what to ask? Somebody scream at me. Please.

~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



Ok popping by to do a bit of venting from the various causes of stress this week (and the next). Hmm what should my first post for such a long time go like...errr um....oh...


I NEED TO SLEEP MORE AND EAT LESS, STUDYING MAKES U FAT!!!

LIFE NEEDS A BIT MORE SPICE THAN MEAT...OH GOSH FOOD AGAIN...ARGH!!!

Ahh feel much better...now where's that CAS form that demands my utmost attention in trying to type out without falling asleep?? Oh yeh right...I ate it.

~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



Ok I admit, its been a long time since Ive blogged and maybe its cause Im sooo lazy so....IM BACK!! Haha well then again its the March hols and Im like on the com for 3-4 hrs every night (My mum so wants to chew me up for this). Hey blame it on the countless essays/ research I have to do...and FB of course. Darn FB is like sucking my life away, I FB therefore I become stupid. Ya according to TOK its got something to do with googling and loosing ur mind/ not being able to think independently. SOOOO now I think through FB. Haha just got reminded of the heroes abilities app I was hooked on last year. OH GOSH STOP IT!!!!

Actually Im like supposed to be typing one of my not so random essays now but guess I got distracted. ARGH! POP camp was eh so so lah. Had a great time with Mr Azmi, James and Joel Tieh on the first night preparing for worship and singing random worship songs together. In fact, I kinda was locked up in the LT for the whole time so ya....eh watever Im not being coherent. Oh ya n the next day amazing race was kinda ok but I guess I was too shacked to play so Mac's became the ultimate chill out place. WARNING: Never wear bright coloured pants. A certain BB girl might want to take them off u. Ewwww. Lucky me Im the black, green and white kinda guy. (no im not Indian, Shrek or Ang mo, its just colour preference) Hmm...still haven't had anything pink though....and I don't plan on getting any. Oh yes I have to say this but POP camp food was the BEST!!! Pizza, nasi lemak, BUTTER CHICKEN RICE...and HORLICKS!!! Lups u Caleb, u make my day =)

Hmm...it feels so weird growing up. Like u kinda don't wanna become too mature and loose all the childhood fun. Yet u kinda don't wanna be too childish cause it irks u. Oh man....mid life crisis.

Ok got to get back to typing my Cross Country report...ACSpress stuffz...Im so hating myself for this...

Eh xoxo??
~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~



Im happy today. Yes very simply happy. I think we are all maturing in a very significant way. The word is 'maturing'. It ain't pretty but its good. Haha i'm like laughing at myself just typing this. Have u ever felt like a kid again? Guess it was a long time ago. Can u smile like a kid now? U know the stupid grin that has no rhyme or reason. The kind of look that makes that baby brother so adorable (and forgetting what a pain he always was). Try thinking mature and cute. Oh man I don't know what I'm typing anymore. But think again, think hard. If u think 'mature' U probably think of someone who is full of confidence and has experience to back up his claims. Think 'cute' and u get a sense of innocence and an overwhelming sense of letting go. Match both together and you get a friend. Some guy who's not going to be a pain to be with cause he's so immature yet he's got the chops to let u feel at home. No im not into guys x_x but hey why not be that kind of person? Ah what a fwend... Guess Ill sleep peacefully tonight.


~In the silence...Im waiting to hear your voice~

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